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Dont really have alot to blog about, I did go to the Doctor on Monday & they sent me to a specialist. I found out that I have a blood clotting disorder which is a probable cause of not being able to carry a baby to term. They are going to run more test to be sure that my "levels" arent so high that I will have to take blood thinners for the rest of my life, but if I were to get pregnant again I would most likely have to have a blood thinning shots every month. Sounds wonderful huh! I guess I could be angry about this, but what is the point! I have gone through that whole "It is not right that all these ppl who dont even want kids can have them, but me who wants one so bad cant have one". Dont get me wrong I still dont think it is fair, but who ever said life was fair right!?! Any how I am now in the mode of trying to be happy & thankful with what God has given me, cause life is to short to be angry! And on that note, have a GREAT day guys!!!!